Loved? Loveless

You were there. Just right there. But now, you are nowhere to be found. I'm lost. I've lost you, haven't I? Such heartbreak. I have to go through this again. This time, I'm inconsolable. There's just no way for this wound to heal again. It cant be saved. I, now, officially have no heart. I cant afford to have another and let people come easily and crush it once again. The pain is unbearable. I don't deserve such treatment. I know I deserve better. I just hope you realize this and make things go back to how it was. It was wonderful. Yes. One day. One day, you will. Once, unconditionally loved. Now, left loveless.

Broken,
The  "Number 13"